9 weeks to become the integrated leader your work and life need.
Scars of Gold gave you the map and the framework. This immersion gives you the fire to embody it. This is where we walk the terrain. This is where you shift from insights to embodied liberation.
If you’re here, I imagine…
You’ve done the inner work.
You’ve faced your shadow, softened your old armors, and tasted the truth of who you are.
But something still feels stuck between knowing and becoming.
You’re tired of dimming your light to stay safe.
Tired of carrying wisdom you haven’t fully let the world see.
Tired of the gap between your vision and your embodiment.
This is the immersion where we close the gap.
In a world that is increasingly divided, we need more integrated soul-led leaders.
This is the place where you liberate yourself from the fears that prevent you from being just that.
I’m a father of three, a trauma-informed transformational guide, a shadow integration specialist, and the author of Scars of Gold: A Framework for Self-Liberation, Integration, and Healing through Shadow Work.
I didn’t write that book from the mountaintop. I wrote it from the fire... After walking away from the paths I was conditioned to pursue but that felt misaligned on the inside, even though they felt compelling. I had to confront the parts of myself I had long abandoned. The ones I hid to stay safe. The ones I exiled to survive. And most of all, the radiant gifts I had learned to fear: my light, my voice, my leadership.
Scars of Gold became the map that emerged from that journey.
This immersion is the path where I walk beside you.
I created this experience not as a teacher from afar, but as someone who has lived and continues to live the exact terrain we’ll traverse together.
I am a product of this work. I know what it takes to meet your shadow with reverence, to reclaim the power in your pain, and to lead from a heart no longer hiding.
In a time of so much collective fragmentation and fear, I believe we need integrated leaders more than ever... humans who are devoted to truth, who are no longer afraid of their brightness, and who choose to lead from the heart.
If that’s you… welcome. I am honored to walk with you.
THE MAP
Build the emotional and spiritual stamina to let your light and truth call the shots in your life.
THE JOURNEY BEGINS WED OCT 22ND
9 Weekly Live Immersion Calls (2 hours each) - Each Wednesday at 3:30pm ET
A powerful blend of teaching, shadow integration, group process, and somatic practices.
Each session explores a core pillar from Scars of Gold, transfiguring insight into embodiment.
💠 A Year of Access to The Embodied Light Project (ELP)
Xavier’s private membership community of soul-led leaders devoted to living integrated, heart-rooted lives.
Includes monthly live sessions, exclusive teachings, bonus workshops, and a vibrant community space to deepen this work beyond the 9 weeks.
🤝 A Brave, Heart-Led Community Container
You’ll journey alongside other visionaries, lightworkers, and creators who are also ready to stop hiding and start embodying their radiance.
This is a space where your fullness is welcomed, witnessed, and never shamed.
🧭 Private Program Portal with Lifetime Access
All call replays, embodiment prompts, and integration practices will live in one sacred space you can return to as often as needed.
🎁 Pay-in-Full Bonus
When you choose to pay in full, you receive a private 45-minute 1:1 session with Xavier—for personal guidance, energetic calibration, or visionary support.
✨ You’ll Walk Away With…
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A deep, embodied relationship with your golden shadow
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The capacity to be seen in your fullness—without collapsing or performing
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Soul-led leadership rooted in integrity, radiance, and wholeness
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A felt sense of safety in expressing the truth of who you are
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A sacred community that reflects your light back to you
Bonus #2. The Golden Shadow Journal
The Golden Shadow Journal is a 7-day initiatory experience designed to help you reclaim the radiant parts of yourself you were taught to hide in the dark. Through potent daily prompts, somatic reflections, and integrative exercises, you’ll explore the gifts that once made you feel “too much,” the power hidden beneath your silence, and the truth your soul is still longing to express. Created as a preorder companion to Scars of Gold, this workbook is your first step toward turning your wounds into scars of gold.
Bonus #3. Radiant Return: A Guided Journey into Your Golden Shadow
The Radiant Return is a guided integration journey to help you reconnect with the part of you that was never broken but only hidden... The brightness you can see so clearly in others and that you have a hard time finding within yourself. Through breath, visualization, and deep inner witnessing, you’ll be invited to meet your golden shadow: the radiant self you once tucked away to feel safe, accepted, or small enough to belong.
PAST BONUSES -Reconciling with Your Shadow Workshop Series
Earlier this fall, I guided a 3-part LIVE series on Reconciling with the Shadow as a bonus for preordering the book. That series is no longer included as a preorder bonus, but you can still access it inside The Embodied Light Project, my membership community where we go deeper with these teachings.
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Part 1 — Meeting the Core Fears & Emotional Shadows
Face the hidden fears and emotions you’ve exiled — humiliation, loss, rage, grief — and discover the power they’ve been guarding all along.
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Part 2 — Reconciling with the Parental Shadow
Transform the voices of your origin — the mother and father shadows — and reparent the parts of you that learned survival at the cost of authenticity.
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Part 3 — Unmasking Relational Shadows
Break free from shadow vows and projections in love and connection so you can relate from truth, intimacy, and liberated self-expression.
📌 Join The Embodied Light Project community HERE.
There's never been a better time to unleash your golden shadow
IT IS TIME TO DISRUPT ALL FORMS OF SOUL ABANDONMENT.
This is for you if...
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You’ve done deep inner work… and yet you still feel like you’re circling the edges of your full expression.
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You’re tired of hiding your brightness to stay safe, liked, or palatable.
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You’ve outgrown the version of leadership that requires you to shrink, perform, or prove.
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You long to live and lead from wholeness, and not from fragments or personas.
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You know there’s more gold inside you, and you’re ready to stop protecting it and start embodying it.
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You want to feel at home in your truth, unapologetic in your voice, no matter how challenging.
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You’re ready to create, speak, serve, and lead from the deepest part of you, not just the most curated part.
